home sickness

it was an acute onset of extreme homesickness. suddenly i had the urge of curling up like a ball and allowing a few drops of tears to be squeezed out from my myopic eyes. i longed to feel the soft, bushy fur of my forever faithful nicky boy. I can't wait to have a decent dinner with my parents and my silly lil baby bro. to make matters worst, cafu is always on call. i had no calls... that forced me into a state of poverty. I am craving for mommy's soup so much now that i swear that i can feel it trickling down my throat.

I will going home next week but i hate it when everybody is so concerned with my marriage. The problem is i am not at all ready to be somebody's wife. I still feel so young. There are so many things that i want to do. I can't imagine me wearing that white gown in the next 5 years.

please stop asking me when i am getting married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can i just have some peaceful time at home? without STRESS?

thank you