the greatest liar

well, this must be the craziest thing to do on a sunday evening. here i am.....stranded in uncle john kopitiam alone, shoving down a big basket full of my favourite french fries while waiting for cafu to do his facial wash 2 streets away from this kopitiam. 4 youngsters are sitting next to this sticky marble table that i am currently putting my lappie on. they must be some kiasu JPA freaks because they keep babbling about diplomas...how smart one of the girls are because she gets to jump three grades and she was only 15 when she did her form 6.. well, they have nothing better to do than to compare how smart their brain works. duh!!! i guess that they must be my juniors too because they were discussing about some arterial supply. whatever..... i just find them boring!!

my phone beeps and sweet sk sent me another horrible sms that had indirectly spoilt my sunday. 'guys we have a problem. college wants to move our unis forward. emergency meeting monday 6 pm at sports complex 1st floor. we'll take care of night postings! '

my eyes went popping out. sk told me that they are going to bring forward our unis because mr pathetic R*Z*K couldn't get enough patients for our long case as it was that boring puasa month again. look!!! to fast is a beautiful thing to do. my religion taught me to fast on certain festivals too. i guess people who fast still goes to work. it is yet another monotonous day of the year where people get to eat only at different timings. we had our competency exam last year during the puasa month too. how did he manage to get patients for us last year but not this time? he suggested to bring our unis forward by one week. oh my god!! we can do a lot more in one weeks time. this is just so crazy!!

come on..........indian and chinese patients never fast. malay patients don't have to fast whenever they are sick. plus, we are feeding them money to come for our exam. look!!! who's the lazy one now? I HATE YOU R*Z*K!!!!! DON"T MESS UP WITH MY LIFE!!! YOU ARE THE GREATEST LIAR!!! I AM TIRED OF YOU AND YOUR LIES!!! if Dr MM were to say that our mouths are full of shit and nothing comes out from our mouths but shit.......... i think yours is even more stinky that ours. go grab a tube of colgate from tesco and scrub those pearls inside real hard!!

LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!!!!

my impaired glucose.......sob

ouch!! Capillary blood was oozing from the tip of my middle finger. Skinny leow must have taken all his revenge on me by pushing the lancet deep down into the soft tissues of my pitiful middle finger. we were then fixing our gazes onto that glucometer in yellow zone.

20,19,18,17..........5,4,3,2,1.................

my fasting blood glucose was 5.3!!! having a family history of type 1 diabetes mellitus had always instilled a monotonous fear in me. since i was a child, i had never failed to see my daddy getting his insulin injections. he needs to carry his pen along with him, even during vacations. well, since my pain threshold is super duper low, i could not imagine poking insulin subcutaneously into my flabby abdomen. i will have to say goodbye to my bikinis. OMG.... 5.3 is quite high (although 5.6 is impaired fasting). there goes cafu who then pricked his own fingers to show off his beautiful post prandial glucose level which was only 4.9!!!

to make matters worst, i did a 2 hour post prandial after lunch and it was 8.1!!! that's impaired post prandial and i should go for a MGTT. gosh..... how does 75 grams of glucose tastes like?!! my little mind came out with a brilliant idea. i am not going to get pregnant at all!! since prevention is better than cure, why take the risk of developing a placenta inside my womb? why should i have those placenta hormones in me when i know that there are changes of getting type 2 DM in 5 years time? to get type 2 is at least better than type 1. at least i don't have to get daily injections. sob... i was so depressed last night that i was about to burst into tears, right there in A&E. Skinny Leow was not supportive at all!! he was then feeding my ears with some pathetic sentences ..... ' i am going to be a renowned surgeon in future. you don't have to take your insulins. the worst you can get is to amputate your toes!!!! i can do that for you!!

i don't normally pray to God. But thank gOd my daddy had his diabetic follow up with a very much experienced physician the very same day. Dr Giri is his physician and his best friend. my dad told him about my glucose levels which were pretty much impaired. he was my saviour for the day. Dr Giri said............. 'Nah... its Ok. she doesn't have to worry! No need to go for a diabetic diet ... stress could lead to high glucose too!!'

well, i did my fasting for the 2nd time this morning in the A&E and it was 5. that was after badminton and a more balanced diet the night before. phew!!!! no matter what... i have to control my diet now before it becomes too late!! my dad told me not to chicken out and i learnt that fasting is the most accurate glucose level. i have to start my 30 minutes exercise from today onwards. planning to bring nicky boy for a walk this weekend and not going to have babies in future. adoption is just so beautiful :p

my dad told me that............... 'girl, you won't die from diabetes ok? you just need to control it!! ' but still...............sob

sushi and journey up the hill

calvin had been very nice last thursday. well, since he didn't turn up for my birthday surprise party as he was busy admiring his $8k computer, he had decided to bring us for dinner in wa-zen. wa-zen is a non halal japanese restaurant in Taman Melaka Raya and the food was superb! both the lau brothers had pork bellies stuffed into their tummies like how we feed the vendor machines. I do not know why they are notoriously known as the lau brothers. they have never come out with anything good, unlike the wright brothers. hey... at least we flew to india in planes!! when they are together, they fork out money and make low yat plaza richer. sometimes, they donate money to their favourite uncle lim who is now RIP in the cemetery of genting.

while we were waiting for our jap food, there comes another evil idea from calvin.

'Let's visit uncle lim! I could feel his presence! he is calling us!!'

katsu don

katsu kurel rice

nabeyaki udon

potato sarudu

edamame

spider maki

chuka kurage

california maki

so, we have decided to spend the saturday afternoon in genting. notorious william had gotten his mind so corrupted earlier by mingling too much with the lau brothers and joined us in our journey up the hill. we visited uncle lim in his cemetery. i hope that he is really resting in peace (RIP) and not in the state of 'rising if possible' (RIP). The toilet door in the ladies closed by itself while i was washing my hands!! oh no! that was so scary. i don't know whether the toilet is haunted but i knew that i was alone. i have determined not to visit his cemetery anymore. it send shivers down my spine. it was a great getaway for all of us. we learnt a new game from calvin and are all looking forward for the next visit. aha... not to forget the delicious claypot low shu fen and thousand island sauce chicken salad in pandan indah. it is highly recommended. thanks william!!

claypot low shu fen

thousand island sauce chicken salad

sambal fried low shu fen

seafood spaghetti

our drinks!

i enjoy being a girl

its the last day before i turn 1/4 of the century old. wow... i am really old now!!! I did something unexpected this evening. i registered and went for ESTEE LAUDER MODEL SEARCH!! OK people.. stop laughing! i know i don't have the height, the boobs, the face and that magnificent hour glass body that stirred a portion of lust in all the XYs but hey it's the last day before i turn really old, haggard and ugly?? so, why not chase a dream and hope that it will come true? i still believe that miracles and fairy tales are true.

to qualify for the model search, all you have to do is to sign up for the Estee Lauder Model Search Makeover package at RM 280 that will entitled you to a :

an estee lauder model search 2009 entry form

a full makeover by an estee lauder make up artist

hairdo by miko hair studio and academy

styled in eclipse apparel

photography by professional protrait photographers

one instant A4 potrait

RM 230 redeemable for estee lauder products

wow.. it was really exciting. i thought that i was the only girl who would be building castles in the air but then i saw so many ladies there. some are even fatter than i do but yet they are confident enough to take part. applause applase.. i met a new friend from stamford college. she's just sweet 19 and so young. owh... Love her eyes

i adore my brand new hair do with my eyelashes all in curl. it made me looked so mature. ya... its good for ageing girls like me. wink wink...i was merely floating like the clouds on air do. I walk with a sweet and girlish gait, with my hips kind of swivelly and swervy. i just enjoy being a girl and drooled over pretty dresses and heels. the photography session was superb. a portable fan was there to create a pseudowindy atmosphere. owh.....so breezy!!

bau bei bought a 10R photo as remembrance. the lady who was doing the adobe photoshop editing complimented that ... 'oh girl, you have a very smooth face...i don't have to do much editing! ' owh....i had that most satisfied smile being plastered on my face which was painted by Eddie (my make up artist). love the modelling experience. yippie!!

durianzz

my bloated tummy was being naughty again. It was growling so pitifully that it needs to be fed. It was begging me for a hot bowl of nabeyaki udon. Then, Eric was my saviour! He invited us for a durian feast in CK's house. A whiff of that durianic perfume would have send shivers to some angmos. well, i guess durians must have smelt like malenic stools to them. i do pity you angmos!! you could never satisfy your taste buds with that seed licking good fruit. Even my cousin's dog, peanut loves durian. we treat the durian as our king. oops... sorry KING. i know you just had your birthday last week. so do i. don't be mad at princess ok?

they bought the durians on the way back from muar hospital from a malay uncle. his stall is known as THE OK MAN DURIAN STALL.

we were lucky enough to have our durians sent to bukit baru by a pseudo-lamboghini. the car is now infestated by ants. i saw andrew washing his car so vigorously this evening, draining all the energy from him. well, i guess he would never buy us durians anymore after this bad experience. lol.

well, just a note on some bitch that have is trying her best to mess up with me. it is not related to my faithful loyalty to durians. but, she's still a BITCH, so bitchy that she couldn't mind her own business but to step her stinky, blister foot on mine. FUCK OFF LAR!!! stop showing me your innocent face! do u know that your innocent face is so pathetic and horrible that even the devil feels like porking his big fork into your eyes just to scoop them out? such a real CB!!!

a narrow escape

It was one of the most beautiful afternoon. the sun was shining like unpolished diamond in the sky. it must have been so beautiful that i have decided to hibernate in my pinkish room, reading kenny sia's hilarious blog on PMS and to update my uncle bryan on my dad's condition. He was unwell and was admitted to Ipoh Specialist Centre where he received 3 pints of blood. It was a very narrow escape. Thank God that i was back home. Otherwise, my dad would have knocked on heaven's gate and i would lose my dad forever.

My needle-phobic silly bro had no choice but to donate blood. he was so afraid of needles that he doesn't mind not knowing his blood group at all. My ferocious mom made him sat in the blood bank and had his upper arm cuffed. He was then chanting his favourite phrase so monotonously....... die lar die lar.. so pain so pain!!! well, he must have been so nervous that his BP shoot up to 140/90mmHg instantaneously. Being his evil sis, i was then asking him.... 'so, are you going to donate blood again?'.. OH NOOOOOO!!!!!!!

God must have showed his endless mercy to us for my dad is finally discharged from the hosp. I would like to thank Wilson (cafu's cousin) for another pack of blood. We really appreciate it. Thanks a lot.

happy birthday princess

it's my 25th birthday!!! bau bei had a surprise party for me at one station cafe with my bunch of close knitted chinese community friends. Syarhan (half apek) and Nadia were there too. owh... love my friends so much. i must have been slow again. he told me that we are going to one station cafe because eric wants to bring us around malacca town in his brand new honda accord 2.4 after a sip of coffee. OK, Eric looks like he is floating in his new car simply because he's a not-so-tall chap. lol. I had been really slow that night. I sat quitely in my pinksh room, reminiscing the whole morning. There were obvious flaws. cafu didn't allow me go back to my room to remove my alluring freshkons after my Estee Lauder Model Search contest. The 24/7 topless syarhan was wearing a nice jersey when i dropped by to say hi. CK was walking behind Eric in one station. that was indeed surprising because CK would never go for a cup of coffee without his caffeine addicted lady boss. Cafu brought his DSLR along for coffee and he made a silly remark... 'why am i bringing my camera?' Yet, i didn't know that it was a surprise party for me. Gosh...

Eric Ee - he has a new honda accord. sorry not available anymore. hehe


weiyen is starting to miss me already. he told me that they won't be celebrating my 26th birthday and we shall meet again on somebody elses wedding day after graduation. it won't be the same anymore. OMG.... 3 more months of schooling life and i'll be working (if i don't get nasty panels for finals). he bought me a crystal bracelet from taiwan. owh... thanks weiyen. it fit perfectly. weiyen is the guy who sat next to me in manipal. i thought he was a girl initially. lol

the best photo that we have of weiyen. he's so handsome in this pic rite? lol

Bau bei bought me a tweety bird bathing robe, a dress and a birthday cake



My lovely gf, sk and her prince charming, CK tan gave me a brown top. Eric said that top is meant for pregnant ladies. hehe...



Eric, Sheou Loei, Tien gen, Gary, chee kong, skinny, voon ya and jason gave me mascara and facial products from body shop.

Apek syarhan and nadia bought me an aroma therapy set



Sweet mun yooi bought me a big box of famous amos cookies... wow!! i am going to be fat but thanks babe.. i love being a cookie monster

hng gave me some hair accessories...



cousin jenny said that i should enjoy life because i will turn 30 pretty soon. Oh no!!!!!!!!!!

thanks a lot!! i had a blast!! love all of you! muakzz